Monday, 5 May 2014

The Hollow Limpid

Under the scorching heat and light
his eyes burnt quite a hole in the soul
they were black and shiny
peeped right inside the hollow bark.

chipped away a part of you 
so all that remains was quite farcical
the luxury of being inside the shade 
didn't quite feel right so much so.

the two other shades sitting right beside said nothing
dwelling into darkness were the arms that reached us

not a twitch, not a bend
we are conditioned not to
or else there is so much that you could do

drive them away or let them burn a hole inside of you
we quite choose to ignore the inanities in us
instead it should be their fault 

lowly they look and lowly they sound
the sound of hollowness
the eyes that scorched black long ago

even the youth doesn't feel so much alike
all the hearsay sounds straight from the horse's mouth
marriage discussions and family affairs
cries and curses they sound alike to them

as there is just so much as to what they could pay heed to.

one of me got sucked into a vortex of memories
walking down i saw many staring at me
with nothingness with charcoal eyes
they all said nothing 
no palms 
no arms reached out
but they did want something

or they didn't but i felt so 
because why would they otherwise search
search inside you
scrounge for something
not penny not anything worth
but just maybe a feeling altogether

a feeling that one may know
they don't really care if you do
they have been sucked into the casuistry 
of what is wrong and right
of what remains of them
and the rest is eaten long before

hands crippled and legs bandaged
the want is to evoke 
the other sought to a lot different approach.

don't they know its easy to provoke than evoke
for people may sought their biases and typecasts
altogether in a cauldron that smokes of stench
ridicule them not help them
give them alms maybe but condemn them

for nobody wants to return them alight
for the mat is covered in squalor too
the languid hands and criss cross of fates 
lines on the palms stretched across.

one mocked at him painlessly
the other said nothing but fought with the first
he rallied along the hurt
the first stuck to his guns saying "there was no affect"

was there or was nothing but the same illicit pain
the pain that gets them up each morning
the pain that no matter how disparaged they feel
doesn't die away.

it was him who packed up biases to explain the pain
to the first, for he remained in denial

the ride ended with a sudden realization
  
circumstances never got wrong but he did
incessant preaching meant nothing
will power ambitions and drive wasn't enough per say.

all that remained was gloomy and rosy
whether he should leave it up altogether 
turn the dial opposite and stand up for it

or his hollow nothingness would peep in 
each second
without them noticing
it didn't mean a thing to him
as he moved on to the next 
and thereafter the next. 

for he only knows if it did affect or not
traffic moved on and so did the sun.

Friday, 28 March 2014

Spotlessness

There is only so much so as to say
so much so as to do
that you may forget sometimes
that its not the actions that maketh you
but, the inactions that cause bloody ebb to flow downright.

Scab up and down from head to toe
the greyish black texture that sets the tone
the mahoganies and the chestnuts
all maroon and bloodied so much so.

The armchair marks the note too high
doors creak as high so much so
as to fit right inside the tune
and maketh the music a little
obnoxious too.

Wall colors grimace out
modern paper tries to assuage the site
but only so much so
Old grace is a little hung over
just like the tarnished silverware
scooping hard for the long lost
flailing at each attempt.

Darn the insects that do not stop
intruders quite they are
impose their self so much so
as to creep deep down inside the skin.
Digging and digging and digging they go till they
rest in ignominious darkness.

Pens and papers and all darn things lie butt open
the table shrieks of ,
old day pulchritudinous.
Apparitions don't mind it in the passing
the old whiff of air too knows how.
making its way around the legs
the insects go round and round
untill they reach the hole where
the bloody grail rests.
of eternal and elixir
hagiographies untold and unheard.

The windows fluttered open and closed downright
if only they knew and could care so much so.